Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Ode to a Tamatar

“Here I am, lost in the ashes of time, but who wants tomorrow?
In between the longing to hold you again
I’m caught in your shadow, I’m losing control
My mind drifts away, we only have today

Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way
I will sacrifice ’til the blinding day when I see your eyes
Now I’m living in your afterglow”

“Wow! Your ring’s as big as my eye, see!” The ring gets held up to the eye. It is indeed bigger. I smile. Random connection. Happy days again, methinks.

There it starts, lunches at Sweet Obsession. Why? “Because I don’t eat alone. Never have.” Fair enough. Simple.

“Good morning hug. :-) :-) Missed you hug. :-) 6.30pm hug. :-) :-)” It starts.

“This is going to be a long one - hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug.” Jadoo ki japphi.

“Nothing much, just wanted to give you a big hug and a big kiss. Then a bigger hug and a bigger kiss. Then an even bigger hug and an even bigger kiss. Then four big hugs and kisses. Hope I’m not disturbing your meeting with the DDA Director of Sports.” errrrrrrrr

“Baby I’m a roasted tomato right now. It’s too fucking hot. I want swimming pool with — in it. Otherwise I’m going to die.” awwww… Therefore the name.

“It’s simple. If I ever see you putting your arm around —– again, I’ll fucking Paste your ass” With such a straight face, as though discussing the weather. The cigarette almost an extension of the right hand. TGiF.

“Please please little me in little skirt. And really want to see you. Please for me.” That’s a tough one.. I guess not. At all. Dammit! TGiF again!

She says, “Hello, you fool, I Love You” :-)

And the joyride stops right after.

Uncertainity takes over.

No going back.

This is where it ends. Again.

“When everything’s meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am..”

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