New Beginnings..

Here we go.. It's difficult.. It really is..

To find one outlet to vent, after years of trying.
To use it for a full year.
To express everything in oneself..
To unleash..
To open up.. to give urself completely to the cyber world.
To try and create things that are close to what u feel.
To create things that are close to others.
To create emotion out of nothing
To re-live an incident.
To transport a person into ur mind
Using simple words.

And then to get back to your zone one day ..
And find it doesn't exist any more.
To find your sanctuary has been taken away from you.
Not just taken away - Erased.
It never existed.
All the work that went into it over the last one year - gone.
Every post, every article.. every stupid poem, every ode... wiped out.
Incidents that were drawn out of my life.. with much pushing and prodding.. and made permanent in print (online).. incidents that helped me achieve closure.. which were made independent of my self by being on my blog..
All gone..

I hope you're happy.. really.
Burn..